Wednesday, April 20, 2011

The rain..

Rain..

The sweet smell of the earth when the first drops of the rain fall on the earth..! It smells awesome!

I loved rain a lot..!

When ever it rained sweet things happened in my life.It happened once when I never thought it would happen in my life again, I happened to meet someone who was so sweet indeed. I had no measure of how sweet she was. We exchanged a lot of words, we liked bugging each other, and we had no day that we dint have a conversation, here someone made me to love my life, days passed seasons changed it was rainy. I was in love with the rain but never experienced it for real, I told her it's raining but she was sad and told she doesn't like rain it's not that she hated it but she dislikes it, I told her to go feel the rain and told it would be awsome I was not getting her reply I was happy that she felt the rain, to be true I havent enjoyed rain on my wish but, that day I got wet and that was the greatest day of my life! We were talking like desperate kids :p I started Falling for her! One day I told her that I like her, I did not get a yes but a positive sign from her. She had started liking me and I could sense that. She started to know me well and we were getting closer to each other. I was happy for what ever is happening in my life. I still don't know why this always happens to me? When everything was going good. She suddenly told she doesn't want to hurt me, I was speechless! I couldn't convince her that I will bare her till the last beat of my heart. She was slowly departing from me. I knew one thing she was doing this against her will..

It happened Wen we really stopped talking to each other. We talk very rarely, I always look at my inbox whether i've got any message from her. I was terribly hurt!
The rain of happiness went away.

Now what made write this is I really felt the same kind of rain today which I had experienced some days back..
Am now okay wit wat happened wit me.. Even then wen some sequences of life reappear in front of you no one can deny it.

Life is changing so am I still the feelings for her will remain deep in my heart..

It is said TIME COULD HEAL THE PAIN.

(to be continued...)


20/04/2011 11:35PM

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Memories down the broken lane..

Remembering, all those days,
And the dark nights,
The cold, and the wet.

The pain that has been caused,
And the webs that have been wove.

That small child. I watch her.
She lays quietly, as she shakes and
Shivers in the bleak and dainty reality.

Fingers grip, at young, tender skin; she grasps for
Something within her. Something to save her, perhaps,
From the wondering, grasping nightmare.

The child is weak.
She bleeds her remaining strength.

A war descending upon such a tender offspring is cruel, heartless; evil.

She sat up, from her dreams; awakened in meek light by pain and a lump in her throat. Tired muscles made small spasms as she attempted to control her body, curling up into a ball, protecting her soul from the sins of another. Dry eyes found small blessings of tears as they rolled across her pale face and down her chest, gently soothing her wounds. A slight release from the hurt he had thrust upon her.

Barriers broke... crumbled;
Falling from on high,
Tumbling to the dust in the ground.

Debris clamed up
About her feet
The destruction caused;
Unacceptable, incompatible.

I am stronger now.
She cradles her heart,
I am stronger now.
Hides it away,
I am stronger now.
Lock and key...

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

What is Life?


What is life?

Life is what when u think some thing and something else happens..:(



What is life?

Trying to find an answer... :(



What is life?

Life is a bitch... Err!! :x



What is life?

Life is what when things change when you are happy with it.. :'(



What is life ?

Life is what u get change wen u don't want to and no changes wen u want to.. Again life is a bitch..



What is life?

Still finding an answer :(







23/02/2011